If you feel the need to jumpstart the gray weekdays, to experience the thrill of sexual excitement and the buzz of exhilaration that rouses all the senses then grab ahold of this book and let the story capture you. The all powerful eroticism, the dizzying need, the mysterious and entangled storyline will envelope you. As the writer I give you a cool ride, and the deeper levels of sexuality if you are ready to identify with the protagonist. Enjoy love, eroticism, a challenge, out of the norm situations and excitement. Cathy is a successful designer who meets Marc a famous and rich photographer. For Cathy Luise the relationship turns into a nightmare, when she develops partial amnesia due to a car accident. Fragmented memories reveal ambiguous feelings of extreme attraction and failure, brought on by her own numb soul and the Mans inability to commit. The shock of compromising photos, the random popping up of memories, weird telephone calls, and fear is slowly replaced by an exceptional inner strength. She starts investigating, looking for answers, reciprocated love and passion. Agony and ecstasy, self-discovery, thoughts, settling of the past, heroic life saving, and many trials are faced during the story. The first book of the trilogy deals with the secrets of how the Woman moves every inch of her soul for the loved Man. She needs the depths of his soul like food for the starving.