A Map of the World [antikvár]

Chapter One I used to think if you fell from grace it was more likely than not the result of one stupendous error, or else an unfortunate accident. 1 hadn't learned that it can happen so gradually you don't lose your stomach or hurt yourself in the landing. You don't necessarily sense the motion. I've found it takes at least two and generally three things to alter the course of a life: You slip around the truth once, and then again, and one more time, and there you are, feeling, for a moment, that it was sudden, your arrival at the bottom of the heap. 1 opened my eyes on a Monday morning in June last summer and 1 heard, somewhere far off, a siren belting out calamity. It was the last time 1 would listen so simply to a sound that could mean both disaster and pursuit. Emma and Claire were asleep and safe in their beds, and my own heart seemed to be beating regularly. If the barn was out the window, clean, white, the grass cropped as close as a golf course, the large fan whirring in the doorway, then my husband Howard was all right. 1 raised up to take a look. It was still standing, just as 1 suspected it would be. 1 had never said out loud a little joke 1 used to say to myself now and again: Everywhere that barn goes, Howard, you are sure to be close behind. He was a philosophical and poetical farmer who bought Golden Guernseys because he both hked their color and the way 'Golden Guernsey' floated off his tongue. It was secondary that the breed was famous for II